About fail

Well, I might not socialized person enough. Maybe, that is not what I'm good at.

Sometime, I've reminded a lot when I was in school. like, it needed very social skills and I didn't have that much social skills. I was like, a sort of, geek? or like "non-socialized-person"?

But that was kinda okay because I have my people that someone really cares about me and someone I really cares about too.

And now I'm about 'end twenties' but there's still some things reminds me of a school years.

And it came to me more stronger because, or I just wanted to thinking that way, I decided to stay here in Korea and Now I've been trying to getting well of here's Korean Society.

'Korean Society' is more like 'Companion Society' just because I feel that way. It's just kinda joke but I think it's true though. They likes doing something with a large party. Maybe, they do prefer to staying with a large party, at lease two more people. And my opinion was, it was okay for me too. But I am a person who like staying by myself sometimes, or more than sometimes. That is the most problem to be 'getting well' to this kind of person.

Yes, I'm not good at socializing. I just want to be fine or okay with people when it comes to socializing.

Today, I failed. I failed one. Maybe I could fail tomorrow too, and after tomorrow too.

People fail every time. Every day.

Also, today I learned from my fail. If i failed every day, then I will keep learning from my fails. I should consider it is good thing for me. Maybe that's better for my mentally health.

That's good. I did nothing wrong. That's what people living in this large world i guess.

Stay me.